Do I get an award for this?

I am fucking envious of people, who live in the lap of luxury, with things like bathroom doors; bedroom doors; no holes in walls; a simple dining room table and chairs. Why am I not allowed to have these things, long term? What did I do wrong? Did I offend God in some way to keep living in a state of brokenness? Is there a reward, maybe a certificate of achievement for getting through each day, keeping yourself and two, kids with special needs alive? For not running away from home during or after, every meltdown?

Brad has gone super postal, the last few days, especially during dinner time. He broke the bathroom door again. It was a bedroom door, I found by the dumpster, after Brad broke the original bedroom and bathroom door. I put the door on the bathroom, even though it didn't fit, to have a bit of privacy. 

Brad also broke the living room window again, for the 5th time. Just went up to it and hit it hard, without any warning. No idea what triggered him. Texas has a flash flood warning, along with a tornado warning today. 

Finally, Brad decided to re-open a hole, I keep fixing, with exposed wires. My son hit the wall, but he also pulled the loose sheet rock pieces, down. Glad I have spare sheetrock. Maintenance left a few bigger pieces in the dumpster and I grabbed them because I knew, I would need them. No going to Home Depot for a while, at least for sheetrock slabs. (Link for 5/8 inch sheetrock, just in case you need it). I fixed the hole again, this morning. 

Eventually, he took a nap and woke back up. Brad is still hitting the walls, doors, and windows, when I last edited this post. 

Ramini Brands Seed Starter Trays Review (Tomoson)

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I received the Ramini Brands® Germination Tray - Bonus Tips on Planting Seeds - Seed Starter Pots - Plant Cuttings, in exchange for honest review from Tomoson. I received 3 trays.

I used the seed starter trays to start growing wild flowers, morning glories, and vegetables. Within a few days, my flowers have started sprouting. The product was easy to use. Just add soil, seeds, and water. I have not had any issues with using the product since receiving it. The trays have not cracked or had any damage either. The trays are also reusable after you transfer your plants into a bigger pot.

I chose to plant Morning Glories and Annual Cut Flowers, I got from Home Depot, last week. I also planted one tray with bell peppers and tomatoes. I got some veggie seeds for review a while back and held on to these. The flowers have started sprouting within a few days, while the veggies had no movement. 

I used the potting soil my mother had outside. I added the potting soil to the pots first, then a few seeds per pot, then more potting soil, and finally bottled water.

You can purchase a set of three, using the link above. The trays are reasonably priced and prime eligible. 

3 days later (April 10th, 2015) Wild Flowers

3 days later (April 10. 2015) Wild Flowers

3 days later (April 10, 2015)

3 days ago (April 7th, 2015). Planted seeds. 

3 days ago (April 7th, 2015)

3 days ago. April 7th, 2015. Planting the seeds. 

April 7th, 2015

April 7th, 2015

3 days ago. April 7th, 2015

3 days ago. April 7th 2015. Morning Glories and Annual Flowers